So, things are going well. I'm finally starting to feel in contorl of what I eat.Today my father bought me a calorie filled cram bun. he left the house to get coffee. as i was about to put it in my mouth, i burst into tears. I couldn't stop crying for ages. I ended up throwing the bun in the bin.
i feel so bad.
Every morning since I started going to school, my mother gets up early to make my lunch. Everyday, for the past 3 years, I've been dumping that lunch in the garbage. I used to feel bad at first, but eventually, I have came to believe that this isn't about her, or her feelings, or anyone else's for that matter. It's just about me and me reaching my goals. Look at it that way! :)
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