So after I posted yesterday I went on a binge.
6 pieces of toast with garlic butter spread
1 chocolate bar
6 mini samosas with sweet chili sauce
and 2 slices of chocolate cake with whipped cream
I am so disgusting! I make myself sick with hate, the worst thing is that no one knows anything is wrong with me. That there is a disease in my head that refuses to leave and that i can't get rid of it myself, I need help. I need someone to notice that I am not OK, and that when i say "I'm fine" I'm really not, or when I refuse your leftovers it isn't because I don't want it, it's because if I do then the voices will yell at me and call me names.
I'm breaking down and falling apart and no one is here to put me back together again.