Total loss for words

Sorry for the lack of posts, again. To upset right now to post. I really can't even talk about it, let alone think. I gained 5lbs. I'll give you some thinspo to gorge over instead.

The 80's

Sorry for the lack of posts, my life has been quite chaotic lately and I just haven't had the time. Weight loss is going great. I've managed to lose 9 pounds over the past two weeks. I'M IN THE MOTHERFUCKING 80'S NOW! Words can not describe how I'm feeling. I'm on top of the fucking world. I can see my rib cage now, and my collarbones are delicately visible. Hipbones stick out, and sometimes when i walk I feel like I'm floating. Of course this didn't come easy. I've had to step it up even more since I last posted. i limited myself to 400 - 500 calories today, and over the weekend i fast. Working out at least 3 times a week, plus Pilate's (sooo good) and yoga. Wow!
Starting weight: 99lbs
first week: 98.5lb
second week: 98.8lb
third week: 97.6lb
fourth week: 94.3lb
sixth week: 85.6lb
total weight lost: 8.7lb

Kep it up

So, I've been keeping up everything from last week, all though no fast. I'm actually really enjoy running in the mornings, I feel so refreshed and ready for the day. I LOVE it! yesterday all I ate was celery, and I swear I'm addicted to the stuff now. I've already eaten 3 30cm stick this morning! Only been able to get to the gym twice this week, but I'm going to a spin class tomorrow so that should be good. I've manage to drop a lot more weight than I did last week yip yip!
Starting weight: 99lbs
first week: 98.5lb
second week: 98.8lb
third week: 97.5lb
fourth week: 94.3lb
total weight lost: 3.2lb
It's not as much as others but I'm to happy to care, this is the least I've ever weighed!

Week 3: Weight In

Just a quick post to document my progress thus far. I've kept up the running, but the gyms open now so I've been pushing myself hard on the rowing machine, and cardio area. I managed to fast for 2 days due to the 40 hour Famine (google if you don't know what that is).
Starting weight:99lbs
Third week weigh in: 97.5lb
total weight lost: 1.5lb
At least I lost weight, and I didn't give into temptation. I'm on my way to being perfect.

Week 2: Weigh in

I was doing really well. i was running twice a day (10 mins in the morning, 20 mins in the evening) I had restricted myself to at most 500cal a day (264 on Wednesday). I did 74 crunches in between ad breaks of TV shows. i was doing calf raises while brushing my teeth. I even attended a hot yoga class with my friend. Then I slipped. My dad doesn't approve of my 'dieting' and his way of dealing with it is to give me the most shittiest food for your body. he offered me a cream bun. You know, white bread, whipped cream, icing sugar, a little raspberry jam and a huge dump of chocolate sauce. GROSS! I felt pressured, he was standing there with it all laid out on a plate, and that stupid smirk on his face. SO I ate it. BIG FUCKING MISTAKE!

But the results are

Starting weight: 99lb

1st weigh in: 98.5lb

Current weight: 98.8lb

Weight lost: -.3lb

Oh well, better luck next week right?

Que the Rocky theme song

So week one of the competition has gone past and I have definitely not done well. All though I have been munching on celery non stop, I haven't been to the gym. Fucking gym owners! Someone had an 'accident' due to faulty machines so the gym is shut for 2 weeks while they inspect all the other machines! FUCK! I just went for a run around the park across the road, but that isn't much of a run. It took me perhaps 10 minutes. Please give me exercises that I can do until the gym opens again.

I've eaten 1,675 calories so far this week, but I'm fairly certain other participants have eaten waaay less than that. I really have to step up my game if I want to win this. I've only lost one quarter of a kg! I don't have any assignments this week, so I can direct all of my focus on losing this weight.

LET'S FUCKING DO THIS!

It's a drop dead kinda race

Hey, so I'm still sick as fuck but in think this may come to my advantage. I've joined a weight loss competition that began on the 10th. Rules are simple whoever loses the most weight wins. It goes from 10th of may to 10th of June. So each week I'll update my progress and give you all the details. There are about twenty or so others who are taking part and you can follow their progress here (www.americaneaglelove-missionbeauty.blogspot.com/p/mayjune-competition.html ).

Start weight:47kg

height:5'1"

i plan on eating really small meals and exercising loads, and fasting at least once a week. God I want to win. I live outside the US so I won't be receiving the cash prize, but the satisfaction will be reward enough.

Cheer for me my lovelies!