Anyway, I have developed a crush on a boy. I've only met him twice but he is simply wonderful! He is cute, funny and he's noticed that I don't eat like a 'normal' girl my age. Only problem is, is that he's friends with my ex-boyfriend. Although things didn't end badly between us, I think others who have known us for quite a while see us as the couple who will always be a couple even though we aren't a couple. All this ended over a year ago, and the guy I have a crush on now doesn't know that his friend and I went out. So, typical me lusting after the forbidden fruit. Besides he won't want someone as fucked up as me.
On the good side, I have managed to only eat celery and green tea today, as well as have a pilates workout. I don't know how some girls manage to go on two day fasts. They amaze me. I think I've managed to recover from my terrible day. My mom is doing a cleanse, and I'm going to do it with her! Yipee, another great chance to reach my goal. I'll keep you posted.