The other night i was at a party and I am proud to say that I did not touch one piece of junk food. I did however attack the massive fruit bowl, but they're good for you right? I managed to eat one apple, 14 grapes, 2 mandarins and 3 pieces of watermelon. But not one chip, lolly, soda or chocolate. This motivates me even more.
I am scared though. I have been doing well, I know it has to end. I am waiting for that slip, that tumble, that binge. i know it's coming and this scares me so much. I lye awake at night thinking about how I can avoid it but i know I can't. It will come, how can I prepare?