terribly, horrid events

I've started my vinegar diet, and the taste is foul! The first time i had my shot i nearly threw up. But I've gotten good at taking a shot so that it doesn't hit my tongue, it just glides down my throat. The thing is, no one knows that I'm on this diet. I've only been on it five days, and I've noticed that it makes me eat less.

I confess I that i haven't been working out as much as I said I would. I've only been to the gym twice this week, and that was to do a bit of cardio. I haven't taken any classes, nor have i done any form of exercise at home. i just can't seem to motivate myself. How do you guys do it?

Just a quick update on M. My ex (who is friends with M) has expressed that m has feelings towards me. Of course my smile gave away that I have feelings for him too. What my ex then said has put me in a horrid mood for the past two days. he would not be comfortable if M and I were to start dating. my ex and i are still close friends, and his friendship means a lot to me, but i feel so deeply for M that I have no clue what to do at all! I'm popping round to a friends house tomorrow so that we can cry and complain about how unfair life is (her boyfriend is possibly moving to Australia).